As I Kneel To Death

By SirEnders

Caught between two dark temptations
Dark and evil stimulating sensations.
Never smiling in a pure, true form
Darkness only brings an isolating storm.
Numb is the only feeling I enjoy
Lost my ways as a young boy.
I abhor the way people are
Every memory is a scar.
Nothing can ever last forever
I am as alone as I am clever.
Why must people have to hate
They use fake happiness as bait.
Draw you in and rip out your heart
Only wanted you to hurt from the start.
I fell for a clear joke, when I was the Jester
You had crushed me, all you did was fester.
Let me draw my own blood for you
Away with my broken wings you flew.
Left me for dead in my own darkness
Your soul was the definition of starkness.
Crawl to the ledge, can no longer soar
I have added cuts. So, so much more.
I'll take my own life, with my own knife
I hate this strife, my hatred is rife.
Leave me to my own doing, you knave
I'll no longer be your pitiful, dying slave.
I hang tonight, the moonlight marks my death
The asphyxiation makes me feel deaf.
I love the feeling and grin with my last will
Finally, it's all over, my body is cold and still.
Death puts his cold hand on my shoulder
As we stand on an immense boulder.
I kneel to my new, caring Father
I assist him in his slaughter.
 

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Copyright 2016 SirEnders
Published on Friday, February 19, 2016.     Filed under: "Depressed" and "Poetry"
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  • A former member wrote: Congratulations on getting Poem Of The Day, believe me dearest, it is much deserved! Rebs:).

  • A former member wrote: Hats off to you, SirEnders. Poem of the day is not only a feat you've accomplished but the poem you've blessed us with is one i can relate to. Love lost, suicide. Measuring of self worth. Ive had 2 friends take their own lives now, due to. A boundless passion they has towards another, who ended up not feeling the same so strongly towards them. Suicide is a selfish way to go. Number 2 on my short list of worst ways to die. Just remember. It gets easier. You just gotta do it every day, but it does get easier

  • SirEnders On Tuesday, March 21, 2017, SirEnders (50)By person wrote:

    Suicide is a selfish thing because you aren't taking others into account. I do appreciate being the elect for Poet of the Day! Thank you all!

  • Ortolan On Monday, February 8, 2016, Ortolan (214)By person wrote:

    Putting every last bit of emotion and still being so concise and full of imagination I had to rate this at the highest level. - Å’

  • SirEnders On Tuesday, February 9, 2016, SirEnders (50)By person wrote:

    Thank you, I truly do appreciate you taking the time to read it over. If you have any suggestions to my writings, I'd love to hear what you have to suggest.

  • beamish On Monday, February 8, 2016, beamish (137)By person wrote:

    Very very powerful

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