Welcome to the New Me

By Broken Rose

There is no greater pain then watching the one you love move on easily with another,
there is no greater pain then them not caring that you suffer.

You use to be on my mind 24/7 me regretting what had happened between us everyday,
but now that is not the case as i say.

''You hurt me over and over again'',
''you lost the trust that you had gained''.

''You told me you loved me and so much more'',
''but i never would have guessed they were lies god I'm such a fool''.

Me becoming suicidal was hell,
but you on the other hand did not care and all you said was ''not my fault oh well''.

You let me fall into the pits of darkness,
where you said you'd catch me but when i needed you most all i saw was blackness.

Then to make things a hell of alot worse,
you started becoming my greatest regret and a curse.

Spreading rumors and denying the truth,
bringing me back to my childhood youth.

Hating me for no apparent reason,
when all i did was love you throughout the seasons.

You made it worse by reciting this verse,
''Cunts like you are whats literally wrong with this world'' and so thats enough its time for my worse.

Hanging,
Cutting,
Jumping,
Sleeping.

So many ways to end my life easy....




But yet i could not,
what about the people who care abut me i cant believe i forgot.

I almost ended my life because of a rat,
so enoughs enough i will be the cat.

I will fight for those i care about and love,
but i can not guarantee my life so please do not let me come undone.

''Stuff you Lee your a waste of space''
''Go die in a hole because that is your place''

''So enoughs enough your dead anyway'',
''from all those stupid drugs,alcohol,and smoking ha i mean whats left to say?''

So i hope you see this, or i hope you are shown,
because you really are worth nothing in life and i pray for every women that you corrupt.

Enjoy the herpes and STI's because i will be here waiting for the day,
where you realize that i was right and you were wrong.

You broke me and tore me apart,
so welcome to the new me who will win by far.

So i say good bye because the old me is gone,
and i wish you luck in your future before you too are gone.


Love and Hate Emi xox


 

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Copyright 2015 Broken Rose
Published on Thursday, November 26, 2015.     Filed under: "Rage" and "Poetry"
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  • A former member wrote: An absolutely incredible piece. I could feel the pain, anger, and darkness that shrouded this piece

  • A former member wrote: Words can hurt, love can more, but it seems to me you've closed his door. :) This poem screams to me yet in the end you still sound like a hero, As you rise above the evil in his heart. I love it!

  • A former member wrote: Forgive but do not forget.

  • A former member wrote: I often wonder what love truly is and how it feels. Yet I can see now that it can make you weak and it can make you strong. Rise up and show that you are stronger than what people may think. Live and fight this battle with us called life

  • A former member wrote: A game of cat and mouse.. I now see what you mean. You have great expression of emotion and have tied your words with your feeling very well. I hope that this asshole 'Lee' gets what he deserves.. As from the beginning, he never deserved you. Let him move on the his 'new lover' it won't be long before he hurts yet another.. Men like that just bring more pain than joy. I truly hope you never leave us on Dark Poetry or those that love you in reality.. We all need you.. Without you this world would be a different place.. It would be a darker place.. So find someone to live for.. Find someone to love.. Find your voice and let it be heard. Because you have a voice that deserves to be heard, so let it be heard.

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