living

It feels like times stopped since that moment 
Like I haven't been alive since then 
Memories are all I know 
What is presently happening 
Isn't real to me 
I'm just acting like I exist 
But the truth is I died 
The day u left with  
All my love and my pride 
And all I do is cry 
I should die of dehydrated 
Cause the time I spend in tears 
Is more than the time i spend drinkin water 
I relive my fears
Like i'm their illustrator and author 
Look at me now 
And nobody'll recognize a thing 
Here i am though I don't know how 
I got stuck in this nightmare, this dream 
I dont feel like a human being 
But people expect me to act like one 
But im sick of acting 
And now i'm done