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My own personal Tragedy
By silentninja
My eyes fall open
Pitch black has swallowed me
My heart races to the sound of silence
Again I escaped purgatory
Of an adventurous encounter
Memory falls hazy
All I know is again
I am in the wrong
I can never learn
I am doomed to repeat the same mistakes
Over and over again
I study the process in every detail
I study the process in slow motion
I know every action
These mistakes become an addiction
I hate myself more each day
Everyday I am in the wrong
I rehearse each word
Even words that are not my own
In my personal play of tragedy
I act out every action
Perfect every syllable
I am exhausted every way possible
I can never face the alternative
I try letting everything go
I walk away to the end of of the earth
I then leap over the edge
Something always catches me
Reigns me back in
Now I prepare act one of tomorrow
The cast are effortlessly trying too hard
I am so ungrateful
My eyes are open
Ready to write the next line
I want out
My exit is locked
The key is broken
And the wrong people know
I am always in the wrong
Can this life just end now?
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On Monday, April 6, 2015, cadymae
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wrote:
"The key is broken And the wrong people know" The wronged ones know too... :( Sucks. It's a long trod but sometimes you find companions to walk a few paces with.
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On Thursday, March 26, 2015, Void Vortex
(303) wrote:
Screw everyone else. Whatever comes from the heart is never wrong. Very beautiful write. Thank you. :]
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On Thursday, March 26, 2015, BloodyMercy
(64) wrote:
This speaks to me very loudly, specifically in the sense of making the worst decisions over and over to my own disbelief. I thoroughly enjoyed this write - thank you for sharing!
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