Infinite laugh of insanity

Burning pages of an old notebook -solitary
Preparing soup, you being the cook -creation
Of this demise of mine -devastation
Numbingly insane my mind -decadence
Fingers point in my direction, questions are dumb -nonsense
Answers non existent -deprivation, deep fists pump
No one to hurt for the variable's unchanging -unforgiving
You aren't the only one, I'm sure -unwilling
Unsure of the rising sun, new day -fateful
Trying to resolve questions, progress -hopeful
No progression, dreams -desolate
Next day in succession, insanity -levitate
No progression, sufferings -suffocate
Mid-day, psychedelics implosion -defect
No progression, consumed in lies -deflect
Bound in deceit, deficit and finally accepting -defeat
Laughing insanely! - I gotta kill kill
Jump into death, bye bye I gotta die die