When first i saw your face

When first i saw your face 
I had already fallen in love online 
With your mind and your soul 
Would that i had been paying attention to your face 
As i saw you accross the top of my car 

Online when you first approached me 
I thought the one had found me 
I wonder what crimes i'd committed 
By the time i found that you weren't nineteen 
Was i fooled when you agreed with the minimum 

Was i truly surprised 
Four months later when i found your age 
These years later i take the shame 
I wonder why your mother did not call the lightnings 
When first she saw me or When i was asleep on the couch 

after you left me that time I died inside, 
it took me years to regain my heart or even my art 
having married, your return was awkward for me 
but you made me come alive again 
you let me hold my soul for a short time.. 

Seven years after first we met, your mother asked me 
If you living in my house damaged my first marriage 
I hedged when I told her the truth 'no' 
What i didnt say is that it was already dead 
When first i tried to add you to save my sanity