Deny thine mother

How could you hurt me, 
the one your meant to love.
You treat me like the hero
when you should save my heart.

I only wanted happiness, 
to live in blissful ignorance. 
But you destroyed my laughter
in a sea of manipulative being.

The world seems to think I'm strong,
but all I feel is weak.
I only keep on fighting to keep me  on my feet.
your death will bring me happiness, 
but also bring me sorrow.

I wish I could say you loved me,
if you were gone tomorrow. 
You say it every evening, 
but I know the truth.

You will always love you more,
but refuse to tell the truth.
I hope one day you'll realise, 
I've had to fight my own demise.

I wish you would understand what you've done to me.

Well you would if you truly looked into my eyes.