Beautiful disease

By Cryptastic13

 
I’m spellbound in a tormenting agony with those who possess desirable and enticing attributes. It just makes me choke and sick inside as I am staring at the passion of lovers in their ecstasy. I get callous with venom and spite with those of whom I find sexually intoxicating. I wish my stare would pierce the veining in there black heart like mine has felt for a wretched decade. The bitterness of my tongue burns from all the times I’ve had a kiss from the ones of grotesquery. False angels seem to have something that’s like a beautiful disease that they have at their fingertips. Yet how I long for some type of intimacy...  but I don't know how to feel being born into a world of lust that has swallowed my whole entire being possibly for the rest of my days…

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Copyright 2014 Cryptastic13
Published on Sunday, August 10, 2014.     Filed under: "Poetry"
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  • Bashost On Sunday, August 10, 2014, Bashost (30)By person wrote:

    wow... I've read this like 10 times over... its fucking great. Welcome to DP... hope to see more of your poems around.

  • Cryptastic13 On Sunday, August 10, 2014, Cryptastic13 (34)By person wrote:

    Thanks so much sir! I'm very glad you liked it. I know it's a poem of ugliness.. but i was just being bold and speaking of how I've been feeling for a long time.

  • A former member wrote: Those thoughts of yours are somehow tantalizing and sinister... I like them very much and sometimes I feel so too.. Great work! Welcome to DP :)

  • Cryptastic13 On Sunday, August 10, 2014, Cryptastic13 (34)By person wrote:

    Thankyou I'm glad you liked it. I mean i kind of hope it doesn't come off as sinister.. That's just how i really feel sometimes though.. I just never found anyone really worthwhile and this poem is just about my anguish and lust that i cannot stand or control these days..

  • Shadowking On Sunday, August 10, 2014, Shadowking (229)By person wrote:

    Beautiful. I really enjoy reading your poems, you truly are talented.

  • Cryptastic13 On Sunday, August 10, 2014, Cryptastic13 (34)By person wrote:

    Thankyou so much! What a nice thing to say :)

  • soul_versing On Sunday, August 10, 2014, soul_versing (1226)By person wrote:

    You fascinate me with your silken thoughts. Scholar

  • Cryptastic13 On Sunday, August 10, 2014, Cryptastic13 (34)By person wrote:

    Thankyou for the nice comments on my work. Your work is very fascinating to me as well :)

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