Hidden Pain

my pain is one i dare not disclose
what friends i have I'm sure to loose
huddled in this misformed shell
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cruel time has had his joke at last
my rambling is getting no where fast
i have formed my own private hell
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one more year till time could be right
and my face in the mirror a bearable sight
only time holds the key, to my life and heart
I made a promise you did not keep,
i had a dream you did not share
you had another and did not care