Consider this vented

By SickSanityJenn

Not the first time I've felt like this
Not the first urge to slit my wrists
Overwhelmed by the life I live
Emptied out of all the fucks I give

Everything has a bitter aftertaste
No future left, just an empty space
The world around me is just a waste
Might as well kill myself in haste

My razor is like a lucky charm
Hot and sticky flowing out my arms
Reminiscing of all past self harm
No letter or notes to give alarm

Hopped up on pills just to feel happy 
Gone before anyone could stop me
Never wanted anyone to feel pity
Now everyone can carry on without me

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Copyright 2014 SickSanityJenn
Published on Thursday, June 5, 2014.     Filed under: "Depressed" and "Poetry"
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  • SickSanityJenn On Thursday, June 5, 2014, SickSanityJenn (260)By person wrote:

    For many years I've handled unpleasant thoughts, made many attempts to stop them completely. Writing it out always feels good

  • A former member wrote: Better to vent it than to act it out... I've been in that dark, hopeless place before. If you ever want to talk or just vent feel free to message me...

  • deathndismay On Thursday, June 5, 2014, deathndismay (93)By person wrote:

    Vented indeed... Nice write..

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