im a broken man
By the broken
you watch a broken man walking around wearing his mask
you say you understand but you'll never know his past
he knows life is short, he knows nothing will last
thats why he sits in the back with a mask wearing all black
he dosent get near you cause he knows he will hurt you
the problems in his brain are permanent they are burnt through
he will never be sane till he is dead inside dirt being worm food
everyday he lays in his closets cries and cuts his self so he can feel the psyhiscal hurt too
always cursing at god for giving him a life with no escape
he'd give anything to be happy even if that meant he'd only live a day
unable to be loved loving him would be a mistake
he thought he had it once but it must of been fake
cause she left him even worse then he was the time she found him
everytime they talked he was so happy she'd make his heart start pounding
faster than light speed in her presence i would feel like i was drowning
even if that only was through a computer screen
she was still the person inside all my dreams
cause of her leaving he wishes everday that he was dead
cant function anymore everything reminds him of his regret
he wishes that he could take the blade and slash it across his neck
his life is nothing without her, he has turned into a suicidal wreck
i am man broken and im barely holding onto life by a hair
that girl was the only person who for i actually had care
i wouldnt hurt her even on a thriple dog dare
i starve myself just for the money to put shiny things inside her lair
you see i could spit a thousand verses and not a one would be good enough for her
not a one would make you understand what she means to me
id give up anything in the world even if that had to be me
id slit open my own fucking throat just for us to "be"
just hold her once more, just to bring her back to me
i will always love the person i called vampy