im a broken man

you watch a broken man walking around wearing his mask

you say you understand but you'll never know his past

he knows life is short, he knows nothing will last

thats why he sits in the back with a mask wearing all black

he dosent get near you cause he knows he will hurt you

the problems in his brain are permanent they are burnt through

he will never be sane till he is dead inside dirt being worm food

everyday he lays in his closets cries and cuts his self so he can feel the psyhiscal hurt too

always cursing at god for giving him a life with no escape

he'd give anything to be happy even if that meant he'd only live a day

unable to be loved loving him would be a mistake

he thought he had it once but it must of been fake

cause she left him even worse then he was the time she found him

everytime they talked he was so happy she'd make his heart start pounding

faster than light speed in her presence i would feel like i was drowning

even if that only was through a computer screen

she was still the person inside all my dreams

cause of her leaving he wishes everday that he was dead

cant function anymore everything reminds him of his regret

he wishes that he could take the blade and slash it across his neck

his life is nothing without her, he has turned into a suicidal wreck

i am man broken and im barely holding onto life by a hair

that girl was the only person who for i actually had care

i wouldnt hurt her even on a thriple dog dare

i starve myself just for the money to put shiny things inside her lair

you see i could spit a thousand verses and not a one would be good enough for her

not a one would make you understand what she means to me

id give up anything in the world even if that had to be me

id slit open my own fucking throat just for us to "be"

just hold her once more, just to bring her back to me

i will always love the person i called vampy