Tired of being Tired of Being Lonely

By BetaWolfinVA

You would  think that i would be happy 
i have what most men want

i have a woman that pretends to love me
and  a job that gives me pride

a job i don't deserve because I did 
believe my first loves's lies 

the shame of it does keep dragging me under

a woman i don't think i want to stay with
because i fell for a woman far away

some nights i drink a little to dull the pain
truly just glass here or there

but its becoming more, to be closer to her
think of her in morning 
think of her at night
wish that i hadn't messed up

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Copyright Veterans Day - 2012 HHMCameron
Published on Sunday, November 11, 2012.     Filed under: "Depressed" and "Poetry"

Author's Note:

screw it, you are not paying attention, so why do i keep writing to you...just what is the border between love and obsession?
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