Worst Predator Ever

Just ignore me now
for if you try to love me
most of you just run
i try to push you away
but you keep falling
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keep being aloof
until i am made to feel
then you disappear
ripping my heart out again
love is pain, is heart, is hope
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one just ran in fear
scared her off before i could
fall into the pit 
i saw slowly opening
too late for her happiness
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one i truly love
chooses to call it "obsessed"
but she made me feel
that i deserved to be free
one does mourn the loss of dreams
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once i gain courage
once i gain some callousness
freedom will be gained
and i will once again be
a cuddle wolf on the prowl