never

i am the broken

the heart spoken

the love choken

the dead

and bloody red

with a bullet in my head

runing away from the shit the normal people said

so emotionally currupt

that everytime i find love

it ends so aburupt

trying to find my own mind

so lost

im hidden in words of blood dripping from the invisble page

on the screen of you computer

cant get away from the pain

its driving me just a little insane

dancing in this rain

with emotions that i cant even name

its all just so very confusing

but to everyone else it seems to be so amusing

so give the jack cause i wanna just keep on losing

im losing my mind

everything i ever had

i am sad

or am i a little glad

what?

where am i now in this valley of my mind

looking for myself but i got no self to find

screaming, the images of blood gleaming

its seeming so peacful and choatic

where am i now?

dead in heaven or in hell

i have no soul so its hard to tell

.....all i hear is

.......a ....bell?

o i'm in my room

with blood on my wrist

and what used to be my beating heart in her fist....

i wish..... i ... had never came to exist