if only

By the broken

...if only
i had a reason

to get up in the mourning
to keep me from the tip of this knife
to not waste my worthless life

...why
should i be alive

if there is no one for me
if my god left me
there is only one future for me
                               ...serial killer

...please
anybody

grab me by the soul
take away the pain
give me a reason
to write this horrible crap

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Copyright 2011 joshua lee mccourt
Published on Wednesday, May 11, 2011.     Filed under: "Depressed" and "Poetry"
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  • A former member wrote: You wake in the morning because of one thing, its your life, dont let anyone take it away, not even you---so keep writing that horrible crap!

  • Quietus On Wednesday, May 11, 2011, Quietus (92)By person wrote:

    Why do we wake up if we have no reason to? Maybe because we are afraid of what may happen if we don't... Anyhow, I really like this; its really deep and meaningful. Thank you for sharing, I really enjoyed reading this(:


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