"Part 2"

By Forever Cold

October 30th
She had been preparing for what she was to do all week long, learned so much in very little time, as she had never believed in this sort of thing before this day. Her head swam at the though of having him back in her arms, and from the way things had been going on around her house lately, he seem to be excited as well. There was nothing that could stop her now from the task she had at hand. Though she felt rather silly going in to Wiccan shops asking for just the oddest things. She felt as if she didn’t belong there, really she never did even when Daegan would drag her in to it, she always felt out of sorts. But she didn’t care any more. She was now very sleep deprived, as she had consintraited all of her strength to learning ever piece of the text that she could, she would not go in to this with out well studying, it was the same way with her when it came to nursing. She would feel a little bit odd carrying around that book with her every where she went, that old leather bound book with gold lettering that read Naridine squarely on the cover. But she was determined that she would do this. No matter what.
Every night she would go over how every thing would work in her head. Till she could well recite it in her sleep. She knew every thing she needed to do, and with the thought of him coming back brought such rapture to her she was brought down to her knees. She though to her self, “this years all hallows eve will be a night to remember”.
It was 11:30 p.m. before she left her house that night. But the oddest feeling came over her as she left her house, a feeling as if he was there with her as she walked out of the house. That when she would next walk in to this house she would no longer seance him there. It was a bitter sweetness to her. She continued to walk down the street with her bag full of things she would surely need. As she walked down the street small children ran past her. They were only now retiring to their homes after filling sacks with candy that they would never finish off in their lifetime. Just see them brought memories to her mind, of when she and daegan would dress in costume, and as silly as she though she looked, when she would see the smile on his face it would all melt away. She knew he loved the way he was, and she knew that he loved all of this. Even though she had never though it to be real, he was adamant that it was, but he would never force it upon her. He would love go to large gatherings of others, who shared his interests. Such parties were never hard to find in Boston. She remembered going in to the woods with him as he always felt more at home in the woods, he would call it “his sweet darkness”. And he loved it all the more when he felt that the world was open to his state of mind. Though, dark holidays, all hallows eve, the day of the dead these things excited him the most. She remembered how sexy he looked to her in that black cape he would wear when he dressed up. It was almost like she could hear him laugh again.
Realizing that she had ceased to walk she opened her eyes to see that she stood just across the street from the cemetery. She took a long hard breath in, “This is for you my love,” she said quietly as she walked toward the cast iron gate.
She could find her way to his grave in the dark if she needed but she had brought many candles with her so she would not need to. Walking past all the graves she felt an Erie unrest, stronger so then you would feel if you were to walk in on any other day. She ignored it all and walked on. “Soon” she would say over and over again in her head. The night was not as cold as she had expected, it was actually quite warm for the season, but then this was a good thing. She glanced down at her watch 11:45 p.m. She needed to walk a bit faster now if she wanted every thing to be ready.
There she stood looking at his grave which was now lighted by the light of many candles, with the Naridine set a top it. She hung her head and spoke to her self; ”this is it”. She moved her arms out far from her body as she stepped slowly toward the gravestone; every move she made was just as the Naridine had told her to. She then began to read from the text the laid before her. Her voice rose high above all the noises of the night as it rang clearer and more resonate then any other sound. The words she spoke were forceful but soft, with an unfaltering steady voice. As she spoke she felt a cold wind rise up around her. She knew what she was saying was working, she continued to read with all the same intensity as before. The trees around her began to shake, and she now felt the wind stronger as neared the end of the text. She felt a cold finger on the back of her neck and it brought a chill through out her whole body like an electric shock, but she never stopped reading. She knew what it was, she knew very well what it was, she was almost afraid it turn to see it but her curiosity soon got the best of her. She slowly turned her face to see her love, her daegan standing there before her, but he was not truly him, as she looked at him she could see that this was only his sprit. The wind rushed up at him and cut through, as it spun around him like a light mist. She kept reading while observing all of this, her voice now so much louder as she spoke against the wind. He was becoming more and more apparent with every word she spoke. The wind was so strong now, it wiped her dark red hair about violently as she stood there, the cloak that she wore was now and then lifted by the air. With every word she came closer to tears, but she would not stop now not seance she go this far. She was nearing the end now, and as she did she could hear his voice, dear god it was good to hear his voice. “Felecia, my love” he spoke to her as she read, “Oh cruel fate, give me back what you have taken form me!” she screamed as she feel to her knees
October 31st
She felt her hair cover her face and the wind all around her died down the mist seemed to settle over the grass that was all round her. She breathed in heavy, she felt weak all over. She wanted so much to look up and see if her love still remained but she could not lift her head to do it. She suddenly felt warm flesh press against her face, she closed her eyes and moved her head back slightly while she breathed in deep. She was almost afraid to let it happen, to open her eyes to what she knew was surely before her. Slowly she opened her eyes to see his beautiful dark blue eyes starring deep in to hers. “Its you” she said in a whisper. The tears were flowing freely down her face as she looked in to his eyes. He simply smiled and lifted her to her feet. “Yes it is me,” he said in the same deep and sexy voice she remembered. He moved her hair away from her face as he gently brushed through it with his fingers. She was europhoic in this moment, she wanted so badly to reach out and touch him but she didn’t dare move, for fear it was all some cruel dream. As if he seemed to read her thoughts he took her hand and placed upon his chest, while smiling back at her. She was crying now more furiously then before. She thought to her self “how can this all be real..” He moved his free hand to the small of her back and ever so gently moved her close to him. She moved her head on to his shoulder taking in very breath of him, so deeply, as if it were so intoxicating drug. She swallowed hard as she felt his hard chest pushed up to hers. He moved his head ever so slightly to the side to rest his upon hers as he continued to stroke her hair. “Yes my love I am here” he whispered in her ear as she cried.
She was so weak form the whole thing that he carried her home to there house. "Yes," she would think, "this was the way it was meant to be". She would look up at him from time to time as he held her in his arms. She could not let her eyes feast enough on him, the way his dark blue eyes looked, just how she had remembered. The way his long wavy black hair felt that rested upon his muscular shoulders. It was as if she had opened her eyes for the first time. This was her love, her only love, that she had long thought was lost to her forever, that was now holding her in his arms. She would fade in an out this way as he walked to there home.
When she woke She found her self wrapped in a blanket and that she was in her own home sleep upon her couch. She was at once in a fury to find him, but as she soon saw he was siting there in the chair across from her waiting for her to wake. “ How long have I been asleep for??” she said in a fearful manner.. He smiled and moved over to kiss her gently. As he did a wave of emotions that she had not felt in so long came rushing back to her. ”Relax my love, it has only been an hour, and we have a whole day to be together” he said so gently to her. She was at once relived and then puzzled, “how did you know? How did you know every thing? How were you able to write the note to me? And why did you not before?” these questions seemed to flow from her. And once again all he did was smile. ”My love, there will be all dew time to explain all these things to later, but now I must do something I have been longing to do for 5 years”. As she heard him speak these words the wave came back but with much stronger force then before. He once again scooped her up in his arms while carrying her back toward the bedroom. She grasped on to his neck as if, if she was to let go he might disappear. He gently laid her down upon the bed as he crouched slightly over her legs. She wanted so badly to kiss him. She brought his face up to hers so she was at eye level with him as he lay lightly on top of her. She could only stare at his beauty, her daegan. He slowly began to kiss her while he moved his hands slowly down her back. Just feeling his touch again left her with utter rapture. She couldn’t help but hold him close to her as they kissed. He then broke their embrace and lifted her back up as if a delicate doll and slowly removed her shirt, then laid her gently back down as he removed his shirt. She wanted so much to touch, and for the first time sense all this had stared she took what needed she had to feel him, and she moved her hand to feel his bare chest. She exhaled brashly when she did this; it was his skin just as she had remembered it, the same silky soft feel to it. He smiled as she did this, and made no effort to stop her from doing so. He then bent down to kiss her, with his bare flesh touching hers. She felt on the edge of orgasmic pleasure just with the touch of his skin to hers. Her head was swimming with all that was around her. Every sense seemed heightened as never before. He moved his head to the side of her neck gently kissing it until he had moved up to her ear and he whispered to her, ”those nights when you though you felt my touch, and you swore you heard my voice, that was me wanting so badly to touch you, to have you hear me speak” as he said these words to her she moaned slightly, and began to kiss his neck with much passion and intensity. As she kissed him she felt his hands move up and down her back as he used to do. She could not help but cry in the pure joy of it all. He moved his face to just above hers so that his dark black hair was covering her face only slightly; he smiled at her the same devilish smile that he always used when he knew he was about to get what he wanted. All she could do was blush when he did this, as she wanted it as much if not more then he did. He starred deep in to her eyes, as if he had never laid eyes upon them before. When he did this she felt her self give a slight moan as she pressed her self against him acrhing her back slightly in the process. Slowly he moved down to kiss her, but this was much more deeply the before, much more passion to it. She could not get enough of him, she could feel his engorged member pushed up against her and this made her ache for him all the more. She rolled her hips slightly toward him as she felt his warm tong pass between her lips. Every thing about his physic excited her, as it was just the same as it had been. He then slowly moved his hands from on her back down to her hips and down lower still to the crotch of her pants. As she felt him do so she relinquished a bit so as to let him do what he was setting out to do. He then moved his lips down the length of her neck down further still to her stomach then when reaching it he sat up and slowly pulled off both her pants and the undergarments beneath. She moaned slightly when he did this; she wanted so much for him to take her. He once again mounted her lying lightly on top of her as he whispered in her ear, “I love you, my Felecia”. Oh how she loved the sound of those words, she moaned all the louder as she broke out in a whisper “My daegan”. This seemed to excite him all the more as he pressed his member hard against her as he smirked at her and began to lick at her lips. Her whole body ached with the desire to feel him in side of her. As if once again reading her mind he ceased to kiss her and quickly but with all the same passion removed his pants and once again lay atop her. As she felt his hard member lightly touch her inner thigh she felt her pulse quicken in her own sex. She could not help but say aloud to him “Take me my daegan” as she closed her eyes and pushed her hips toward him as if to offer her self all the more. He looked deep in to her eyes as he pushed him self in to her. Her back arched at the instant she felt his warm stiff member enter her, filling her. Her muscles tensed as she felt him in side of her. He then sat up and pulled her hips to him as he moved in and out of her slowly. She moved up and wrapped her arms around his neck and pulled him back down so that he was kissing her once more, she wanted to feel his heat, his kiss. He whispered in her ear “I need you my Felecia” she moaned again this time on the verge of her mounting pleasure. Then all at once she felt her self rise up against him as he moved ever faster in and out of her, she was so close,. She felt every muscle tighten. In so doing she saw him do the same and felt his already large member swell with in her. Her back arched once more as she let her self go at the same time she felt him cum in side of her. Her head was swimming in all that had happened. He then gently removed him self from her and held her close to him, kissing her deeply yet so softly. ”I just want to sleep beside you now my love” he said in a whisper as he laid her back down on the bed once again, she was so euphoric that she could do nothing but obey. She was now relaxed more so then she had felt in five long years with out him. Though her head tried to convince her to remain awake, she knew she was going to surrender to sleep. Daegan wrapped his arms tightly around her and laid his head on her shoulders, ”do not worry love, I will be here when you awake.” Hearing this put her mind at ease and she only then surrendered to sleep.

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Copyright 2003 Jilley_
Published on Tuesday, June 10, 2003.     Filed under: "Short Story"
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