5 Steps to Becoming a Monster

By mrpurplehaze318

1.  I just can't explain it, it comes from within
it's like i step back from myself, and watch it begin

From the tip of my toes, through the tops of my head
 clinching my fist while all visions burn red

It's not quite a hate, but so far from a love
not from the depths, but so far from above

My brain stops working, instinct takes over.......




2. I don't know what this is, it comes from within
its like I left my body just to watch it begin
 
My heart starts racing, I dont even blink
I'm parylized in the moment, I cant even think

It's borderline rage, so keep an eye on me
because if I do snap, a haunting strikes upon me

My thoughts become clear, but I'm not thinking right.......




3.  What is this feeling? it comes from within
     its like I hate to love chaos while I watch it begin

I try to calm down, level one-under
take deep breaths so my minds not a blunder

Caught in my conscience, one side fights the other
inside my twisted mind, my stomach  starts to flutter

My adrenaline flows wild,  the rage is building........



4. This rage that controls me, it comes from within
a chaotic state of mind,  the feared thoughts begin

What these thoughts think, I could never say aloud
tourmented in my mind, alone in a crowd

Sit down on the floor, to anticipate the break
hands clasp the ears, I hate the sound it makes

My ears fill with warning, my pupils dialate.....




5. The creature I've became, it has emerged from within
strangling my mind, and bled out through my skin

I quickly run away, I do not want to see
 massacres ensue, subconsciously through me

Run far away, to get away from myself
a monster was created, with everyones help.
 

     -Five steps to a monster, never say you didnt know
      now stuck with him, never again will I show.........






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Copyright 2010 mrpurplehaze318
Published on Saturday, July 3, 2010.     Filed under: "Reflective" and "Poetry"

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  • Jesse Guzman On Monday, November 28, 2011, Jesse Guzman (58)By person wrote:

    I Love It!

  • Ladyhawke On Monday, August 8, 2011, Ladyhawke (581)By person wrote:

    I can see why. The momentum of the piece builds and builds untill it explodes in a climatic end. Loved it. Brava!!

  • Devilish On Thursday, June 30, 2011, Devilish (3783)By person wrote:

    Hell yeah! I fuckin looove it... Scholar

  • A former member wrote: You express the transformation perfectly. I can't count the times I went through this. It's haunting and inspiring, write on. Scholar

  • lupus tenebrae On Wednesday, July 7, 2010, lupus tenebrae (1020)By person wrote:

    That was awesome, this perfectly describes one of my rampages as well, step by step, the transformation from Jekyll to Hyde, write on. Scholar

  • Wiccad On Sunday, July 4, 2010, Wiccad (147)By person wrote:

    That was disturbing and a great dive into a sickly mind. I loved it....please write on.

  • A former member wrote: Intensely sick write my friend! :)

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