An Ode To The One Who I Loved And Lost

I don't know why I did the things I did, I thought it was for the better for the both of us, but I was wrong. A relationship ending is one heart breaking in two. Don't loose the ones you love to your jelousy, anger, or hate. The beauty, passion, and the memory, that I have lost, has grown stronger with time, and I can't believe how ugly I made things, from a distance I love you more when you are not with me, around me, or near me.

I will never follow you, I will never bother you, nd I will never ask you to. I have grown myself, and now I know the only way I can love you forever is from a distance.

That's just what I will do, one picture, one memory, of one time that I felt complete. A heart that has been self destructed into ash and dust can not be rebuilt by the duct tape of passionate love. It can only be recreated after you have accepted the fact of your emotioal demise, with the cement of unconditional love. 

The only way I can love you unconditionally is with no conditions applied.

I am not jelous

I am in love

with a person

and I

Myself

Cannot ruin that love

With my jelous emotions

and now it's said

1,000 miles of distance and a picture with only a glance of the beauty that has been graced upon you is what keeps me sane and alive now and days.

This could go on forever.......

and I could die happy