Anyway

By soldier

I'm lonely and I want to cry
I'm stupid but that's alright
I'm full of hate but it don't bother me
I'm lost and they refuse to see
I'm trapped and cannot escape
I'm dumb but what will I say
I'm worthless so why live on
This world will be happy when I'm gone


I fell neglected but that's ok
-That's ok
I feel useless but that's ok
-That's ok
I'll kill myself and that's ok
-that's ok
You won't miss me and that's ok
-That's ok


I feel withered and numb
left to rot in the sun
I feel sad and it's all because of you
I have a rose but what's a boy to do
I don't care what you think
I hope you die and stink
I wrote you a love letter but I ripped it up
I loved you but you don't give a fuck


I fell neglected but that's ok
-That's ok
I feel useless but that's ok
-That's ok
I'll kill myself and that's ok
-that's ok
You won't miss me and that's ok
-That's ok


Because I don't matter
-anyway


I'm sorry - I did no wrong
I'm happy - I did no wrong
I hate you - I did no wrong
Will you love me - When I'm gone
anyway


I'm lonely and I want to cry
I'm stupid but that's alright
I'm full of hate but it don't bother me
I'm lost and they refuse to see
I'm trapped and cannot escape
I'm dumb but what will I say
I'm worthless so why live on
This world will be happy when I'm gone


I fell neglected but that's ok
-That's ok
I feel useless but that's ok
-That's ok
I'll kill myself and that's ok
-that's ok
You won't miss me and that's ok
-That's ok


Because I don't matter
-anyway


I don't matter anyway
I don't matter anyway
I don't matter anyway
I don't matter anyway
anyway

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Copyright 2010 damascus doesn't care anyway
Published on Sunday, May 16, 2010.     Filed under: "Reflective" and "Poetry"

Author's Note:

I wrote this for Ashley, I loved her but she made me feel like shit
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