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I want you to know, that on that

D arkest of all days, the day I realized your heart was made of
I ce, I fell apart. I lost
E verything when I lost you. I thought I’d drown in the
D arkness you left behind. My existence

W as meaningless,
H ollow, nothing mattered anymore, my life was
E mpty. I
N ever thought I would recover,

Y et here I stand, better than ever. The light that went
O ut when you left my world is back,
U nfiltered and brighter than ever. I thought I

L ost everything when you left, but it turns out
E verything was just hidden
F rom me. It’ll never happen again, I know
T hat now. You’re no longer welcome here, in my life, it’s

O ver, all of it. I
R eally believed you cared

A bout me, but now I know
T he truth. You never

L oved me, and
E very moment we spent together was
A lie. Now that I
S ee that I can move on. You may have
T orn my heart out, but now

I ts back, and stronger

T han ever, and the
H urt you caused me is just a dim memory. I’ll never be so
O blivious again. I’ll never be with someone so
U ncaring again. I’ll never let anyone
G et away with something like that again. I won't make it a
H abit, to be with guys like you. I'm finally
T aking back control of my life.

I wish you could be ashamed of yourself, though I

D on’t believe for a second that you are, you just want the
I llusion of kindness. I may have felt like you
D estroyed me, but now I feel stronger than ever.

{And I can finally say
what I should have said the first time
you told me you loved me:
STAY THE FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE}