obscure series notch 1

a new day dawns
whatever endeavor preserves us it leaves me feeling so egregious the depth loathing leave no room for comprehension beyond the fact that i vomit anywhere near a mirror...or people

i cant stand any of you

all of you

walking straight past you takes everything ive got to do

i see you skin dried and smooth
tough and loose draping on a wall of mine teath and bones thrown to lye me sitting in the corner because no of you are gone
i scream at my bedpost because its becoming sentient thinking animate
fuck off
go to sleep
pills leave me comfortless
what is the point of dramaticizing the thoughts i cant vocalize
its not like any of you reading really listen anyways

"i like what you wrote, i know how this feels" but have you pulled your own teeth out thinking that they can help protect you ?

i run on prayers and dreams always suckin fumes despite what it may seem the rabbit is hanging in the hole


where were you when your world came down. did you expect me to be there?
you never asked you just assumed
come tomorrow
and decide for yorself