Rejected Self

By Nixx

lost, alone, rejected
unwanted by all that misunderstand me
i am not what anyone wants
is solitude the price to be free?

i dont know what i am anymore
can i remember
what do i really want?
will i stay this way forever?

leave me to live in solitude
i really dont want to be alone
or can you help me find who i am?
i've got to do this on my own

i am lost, alone and rejected
unwanted even by myself

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Copyright 2011 Nixx
Published on Saturday, December 17, 2022.     Filed under: "Poetry"
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  • DarkDruidess On Saturday, February 2, 2013, DarkDruidess (326)By person wrote:

    You are not alone...I think at sometime we are all unwanted...Wonderfully portrayed and written.

  • Nixx On Tuesday, February 19, 2013, Nixx (240)By person wrote:

    thank you :)

  • serotonin lost On Wednesday, November 28, 2007, serotonin lost (145)By person wrote:

    this is probably my favorite poem of yours... it somehow seams more real then the rest, more from your heart then your head. it also seams your heart is able to touch quite a few. so i think your not alone

  • Nixx On Thursday, November 29, 2007, Nixx (240)By person wrote:

    so is emotion over logic sometimes such a bad thing?

  • Spiral Downward On Monday, December 3, 2007, Spiral Downward (396)By person wrote:

    Emotion over logic is ALWAYS a bad thing! Logic is the be all and end all of any question, hence why they call it logic! Whereas emotions have a bad track-record of leading even the most successful of people(in terms of emotion and life) to an early grave!

  • Nixx On Monday, December 3, 2007, Nixx (240)By person wrote:

    i did say SOMETIMES. although lately i think my head is too full of other things to focus and hold onto emotion

  • Spiral Downward On Monday, December 3, 2007, Spiral Downward (396)By person wrote:

    It was a good write though, however, and it does portray this emotion in a much more intelligent light! I find it commendable!

  • A former member wrote: I don't think it's impossible to find. Hell, I actually found someone willing to live with me for 11 years and who lets me be myself (which is no fun for her I'm sure sometimes...the rest of the time she loves it though). Never know who is around the corner.

  • RubyXero On Wednesday, November 28, 2007, RubyXero (484)By person wrote:

    great write...and yes. solitude is the price of freedom.

  • Narcissa On Tuesday, November 27, 2007, Narcissa (404)By person wrote:

    "leave me to live in solitude/ I really dont want to be alone" words straight from me soul - I think this touched most of us.

  • A former member wrote: I'm often wrapped up in a ball of self-loathing and wishing I could jump right out of my skin and run away.Unfortunately, wallowing in your own depressive juices does nothing to help.listen to six.

  • Niemand On Tuesday, November 27, 2007, Niemand (361)By person wrote:

    You're not alone Nixx... I feel this way pretty much all the time and the most I try to do is MAKE myself feel wanted or try to make myself happy, if you ever need to talk DP mail me. Thought provoking write...-Airi

  • Six-Out On Tuesday, November 27, 2007, Six-Out (1435)By person wrote:

    So learn to want yourself. Fuck the rest. And don't say it's easier said than done, because it's really easy to do it, if you just get your mind right.

  • Sketso On Tuesday, November 27, 2007, Sketso (435)By person wrote:

    Yes... it's felt by nearly everyone here at DP, I would think. Purge, with your poetry, and live on...

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