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Here we go again. 2007-10-04 Journal Entry
By Adam
Ok so i have not ranted for a long time. I feel like shit so if you dont
care which is most of you if not all of you Take
a Fucking Hike. So I start watching a simple movie and it hits me I'm
lonely. Ok so you've all heard it before so whats the difference... well
probably nothing but this time I just feel like writing this. I even called
up an old friend (yes female but no it does not matter) to talk and almost
started crying because i wanted to say something but knew it would be too
awkward to tell her why i really called... to hear her voice and not feel
as alone.
Ok so i miss people, i also have no mom to go and hug, i just want to get
drunk, kiss some random girl and then go fuck her while my room mate is
gone for the long weekend (our "friday" is on thurs and this one ends on
Tues. because of the holiday.)
Is that really bad, i know it sounds childish but i just want a girl to
cuddle upto and if i can't have that i would not mind a quick night of
fun to get it out of my system.
And no im not home sick Ive been away from home for almost 6 years of school
(went "home" on vacation(s) though)
Ok now im done feel free to tell me to fuck of if you feel it necessary.
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© 2007 Adaml
Published on Thursday, October 4, 2007.
Filed under: "Non-Fiction" and
"Journal"
Comments on "Here we go again. 2007-10-04 Journal Entry"
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A former member wrote:
wow I remember those very lonely lonely nights. my heart goes out to you my friend. I still drink though. cheers. ~ HDL.
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On Friday, October 5, 2007, elisa
(1616)
wrote:
well.. i'm impressed... clearly, you have taken the time to contemplate any possible repercussions.. (which is quite uncommon for most people these days).. grind the want of human nature down to primal need ...and instinct rules the day. very well said.
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On Friday, October 5, 2007, Dancing_Monkey
(1246) wrote:
I love seeing Veingo and Darun commenting on this piece. I recommend a good crying. *thumbs up* thanks for posting, brave of you I guess
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On Friday, October 5, 2007, glasshouse
(548) wrote:
Definitely been there. You're doing the right thing just writing it out and dealing with it. You'll know what to do because you've taken the hardest step already. All I can advise is open up to people. We're all lonely. --Jes
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On Thursday, October 4, 2007, veingo
(532) wrote:
Yeah, we all go through that. There's nothing wrong with feeling that way, or writing about it.
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On Thursday, October 4, 2007, SilentStalker
(1066) wrote:
...been there, downloaded the porn, had the nights out, did all the drinking...all a part of growing up, far as I'm concerned...
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A former member wrote:
Normal.
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