smearedXmakeup

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I am just your average girl, with flaws and mistakes like everybody else. I still wish on stars, and pretend I'm a mermaid. I've got dreams that will never come true, and that's just the way I like them. I live my life in a camera lense, hoping to capture as much of this world as possible. I live loud, regardless of who likes it. I've got a passion for music, and tend to obsess over lyrics. I've got a ridiculously big laugh. I've got goals, and none of them include impressing you. When you meet me, you'll either love me or hate me, there is no in between. I'm not like other girls you've met, and you'll never meet someone like me again.


Little soldier, Little insect, you know war it has no heart.
It will kill you in the sunshine or happily in the dark.
Where kindness is a card game, or a bent up cigarette
In the trenches, in the hard rain, with a bullet and a bet.



I have strong opinions. && My beliefs are important to me.
I am PRO-GAY.
I am PRO-CHOICE.
I am a CHRISTIAN.
I am NOT a VEGETARIAN/VEGAN.
I SMOKE.
I PARTY. but it's not my life.
I think it's important to VOTE.
I am Creek Indian.
I think rapists & child abusers deserve the worste possible punishments...twice.
Nothing pisses me off more than someone who degrades someone else. Physically or Mentally.
they both destroy a person.
-we are all human...it's time we prove it-

IF YOU STAND FOR NOTHING,
YOU'LL FALL FOR ANYTHING

I want so badly to believe that there is truth and love is real

I have no problem standing up for what I believe in, regardless if I'm standing alone.
People tend to look down on me and disregard my thoughts because "You can't be a christian believing in ProGay and ProChoice."
Excuse me, but Yes I can.
And yes I am.
Please don't polute my heart with your closed minded views on how this world should be according to you. If you have a problem with what I stand for, I'd love to discuss it with you but I and fairly positive my views will fail to change. and as for you telling me that it's not right, and I am a bad christian for believing in such "filth"
I'm sorry, love.
Only GOD can judge me.
And I have enough love and faith in him to believe that
he will love me no less than he loves you.
I can't imagine a God who would turn away his children for being in love.
Regardless of ones gender.

smearedXmakeup's Works

Poetry 2005-06-01Broken Perfection
Poetry 2005-06-01Eternally lingering
Poetry 2005-06-01The cure that drowns me
Poetry 2005-06-01Simplicity
Poetry 2005-06-01You killed me...
Poetry 2005-06-03A confession too late
Poetry 2005-06-06Losing the fight of my life
Poetry 2005-06-10killing me softly
Poetry 2005-06-19Lying truth
Poetry 2005-06-21This is my farewell
Poetry 2005-06-21Hopeless melody
Poetry (Abuse)2005-07-15Broken Lies
Poetry 2006-01-12Writing to the moon...
Poetry 2006-01-15Shards of glass (Revised)
Poetry (Rage)2006-02-11God's just a name.
Poetry (Abuse)2006-03-03Perish Response.
Poetry (Reflective)2006-03-03Gingerbread house
Poetry 2007-08-16Empty Promises
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