Jaded Jezzabelle

my poetry is like getting lost inside a haunting portrait of long forgotton dreams left unfulfilled...A thought provoking insight into what motivates me to move forward on this journey....an almost disturbing....... always realistic view of what captivates my damaged soul...

And he whispered in my ear...
The road to hell is paved with good intentions...

how can you call me a friend...when you can't extend to me the respect that i require......can't comprehend when my true feeling are shared...won't bend or even pretend that you cared.......you said we could tell eachother anything.... thats the bond we have between us.........nothing but the truth right ......whos truth yours or mine.......i didn't intend for it to be this way.....always searching for something to say that won't offend you .......we've been through this before.....I don't want to go back to slamming doors to hide the hurt that you so casually inflict because it really makes me sick.....to think i have to cower or amend the way i really feel .....while you judge me from the tower you take refuge in....i've grown up ......and I have no desire to live like that again........we learn alot about each other....everytime we recover from a fall....but this time i have no choice but to stand tall and proud of the woman i have grown to be..i'm strong.....and you know its wrong to think you can devour all my passion...take away my light ...or rob me of my power...and think that its alright....i don't have a magic wand to wave all this away.....or change the things i say that you don't want to hear....you can't just dissapear and be justified within your actions......you can hide alone..... but when all the seeds that you have sewn.... find their way back home.....and all my fears subside and all the tears have dried and all our secrets have flown away...... then will you find something profound to say.....when your on the outside and your looking in... when you can see my lips moving but you can't hear a sound and whats been lost can never be found...... then will you understand that you impound my purity.....as we go around and around....back and fourth in and out.....i'm drowning in your appathy while you choke on all your pride......the day will come when you wish you had tried to.......listen....

Jaded Jezzabelle's Works

Poetry	2003-12-04	Hesitation
Poetry	2003-12-05	Before
Poetry	2003-12-08	Eternity In Hell
Poetry	2003-12-10	Something Real
Poetry	2003-12-13	This Is Who I am...Myself
Poetry	2003-12-17	Not The Average Kind
Poetry	2003-12-20	Some.....of you....(adult content)
Poetry	2003-12-22	Because...they say
Poetry	2003-12-29	You Died
Poetry	2003-12-31	Dirty Little Secret
Poetry	2004-01-03	Need For Speed...a drug story
Poetry	2004-01-03	Do You Know
Poetry	2004-01-03	Crusade
Poetry	2004-01-04	Pretend Not To Know
Poetry	2004-01-05	My Own Conviction
Poetry	2004-01-08	Questioning Society...Or Am I Just a Tweaker
Poetry	2004-01-08	or am I just a tweaker....continued
Poetry	2004-01-09	Save U From Yourself
Poetry	2004-01-09	Fear
Poetry	2004-01-09	On My Own
Poetry	2004-01-09	Musikal Klymax
Poetry	2004-01-10	Shameful Desire
Poetry	2004-01-10	INDIFFERENCE
Poetry	2004-01-10	Indifference Again
Poetry	2004-01-11	To Say Good Bye To You
Poetry	2004-01-12	Beauty Evades Me
Poetry	2004-01-12	My Secret Garden
Poetry	2004-01-12	Road Less Traveled
Poetry	2004-01-12	I Ask I Want I Need I Scream in silence
Poetry	2004-01-14	Surrender (adult content)
Poetry	2004-01-14	Electrick purple sky
Poetry	2004-01-14	True
Poetry	2004-01-14	Welcome To Hell
Poetry	2004-01-16	Lucidity
Poetry	2004-01-18	I Don't Understand
Poetry	2004-01-18	A L O N E I L I E
Poetry	2004-01-18	The Apology Long Overdue
Poetry	2004-01-20	XXXGENERATIONXXX old DP
Poetry	2004-01-23	About Last Night (adult content)
Poetry	2004-01-23	Open 2 Interputation
Poetry	2004-01-23	Leave Me Alone
Poetry	2004-01-25	SpUnTwAcKeLeD BiTcHeS
Poetry	2004-01-25	Down to You
Poetry	2004-01-25	Demise
Poetry	2004-01-26	cold grey fingers of dawn.....repost
Poetry	2004-01-26	Consistent distraction
Poetry	2004-01-27	THE RAPIST
Poetry	2004-01-27	MASKED
Poetry	2004-01-27	Disintegration
Poetry	2004-02-01	Fades to Black
Poetry	2004-02-01	Touched
Poetry	2004-02-01	Have you Ever
Poetry	2004-02-03	Slumber
Poetry	2004-02-04	I Still Cry
Poetry	2004-02-04	To You....who was once my muse
Poetry	2004-02-04	Clarity
Poetry	2004-02-04	Still
Poetry	2004-02-04	To Find Our Way In The Dark (old DP)
Poetry	2004-02-04	So Cruel
Poetry	2004-02-05	Life On The Edge
Poetry	2004-02-07	Captured
Poetry	2004-02-10	I still scream

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