Jaded Jezzabelle

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my poetry is like getting lost inside a haunting portrait of long forgotton dreams left unfulfilled...A thought provoking insight into what motivates me to move forward on this journey....an almost disturbing....... always realistic view of what captivates my damaged soul...

And he whispered in my ear...
The road to hell is paved with good intentions...

how can you call me a friend...when you can't extend to me the respect that i require......can't comprehend when my true feeling are shared...won't bend or even pretend that you cared.......you said we could tell eachother anything.... thats the bond we have between us.........nothing but the truth right ......whos truth yours or mine.......i didn't intend for it to be this way.....always searching for something to say that won't offend you .......we've been through this before.....I don't want to go back to slamming doors to hide the hurt that you so casually inflict because it really makes me sick.....to think i have to cower or amend the way i really feel .....while you judge me from the tower you take refuge in....i've grown up ......and I have no desire to live like that again........we learn alot about each other....everytime we recover from a fall....but this time i have no choice but to stand tall and proud of the woman i have grown to be..i'm strong.....and you know its wrong to think you can devour all my passion...take away my light ...or rob me of my power...and think that its alright....i don't have a magic wand to wave all this away.....or change the things i say that you don't want to hear....you can't just dissapear and be justified within your actions......you can hide alone..... but when all the seeds that you have sewn.... find their way back home.....and all my fears subside and all the tears have dried and all our secrets have flown away...... then will you find something profound to say.....when your on the outside and your looking in... when you can see my lips moving but you can't hear a sound and whats been lost can never be found...... then will you understand that you impound my purity.....as we go around and around....back and fourth in and out.....i'm drowning in your appathy while you choke on all your pride......the day will come when you wish you had tried to.......listen....



Jaded Jezzabelle's Works

Poetry 2003-12-04 Hesitation
Poetry 2003-12-05Before
Poetry 2003-12-08Eternity In Hell
Poetry 2003-12-10Something Real
Poetry 2003-12-13This Is Who I am...Myself
Poetry 2003-12-17Not The Average Kind
Poetry 2003-12-20Some.....of you....(adult content)
Poetry 2003-12-22Because...they say
Poetry 2003-12-29You Died
Poetry 2003-12-31Dirty Little Secret
Poetry 2004-01-03Need For Speed...a drug story
Poetry 2004-01-03Do You Know
Poetry 2004-01-03Crusade
Poetry 2004-01-04Pretend Not To Know
Poetry 2004-01-05My Own Conviction
Poetry 2004-01-08Questioning Society...Or Am I Just a Tweaker
Poetry 2004-01-08or am I just a tweaker....continued
Poetry 2004-01-09Save U From Yourself
Poetry 2004-01-09Fear
Poetry 2004-01-09On My Own
Poetry 2004-01-09Musikal Klymax
Poetry 2004-01-10Shameful Desire
Poetry 2004-01-10INDIFFERENCE
Poetry 2004-01-10Indifference Again
Poetry 2004-01-11To Say Good Bye To You
Poetry 2004-01-12Beauty Evades Me
Poetry 2004-01-12My Secret Garden
Poetry 2004-01-12Road Less Traveled
Poetry 2004-01-12I Ask I Want I Need I Scream in silence
Poetry 2004-01-14Surrender (adult content)
Poetry 2004-01-14Electrick purple sky
Poetry 2004-01-14True
Poetry 2004-01-14Welcome To Hell
Poetry 2004-01-16Lucidity
Poetry 2004-01-18I Don't Understand
Poetry 2004-01-18A L O N E I L I E
Poetry 2004-01-18The Apology Long Overdue
Poetry 2004-01-20XXXGENERATIONXXX old DP
Poetry 2004-01-23About Last Night (adult content)
Poetry 2004-01-23Open 2 Interputation
Poetry 2004-01-23Leave Me Alone
Poetry 2004-01-25SpUnTwAcKeLeD BiTcHeS
Poetry 2004-01-25Down to You
Poetry 2004-01-25Demise
Poetry 2004-01-26cold grey fingers of dawn.....repost
Poetry 2004-01-26Consistent distraction
Poetry 2004-01-27THE RAPIST
Poetry 2004-01-27MASKED
Poetry 2004-01-27Disintegration
Poetry 2004-02-01Fades to Black
Poetry 2004-02-01Touched
Poetry 2004-02-01Have you Ever
Poetry 2004-02-03Slumber
Poetry 2004-02-04I Still Cry
Poetry 2004-02-04To You....who was once my muse
Poetry 2004-02-04Clarity
Poetry 2004-02-04Still
Poetry 2004-02-04To Find Our Way In The Dark (old DP)
Poetry 2004-02-04So Cruel
Poetry 2004-02-05Life On The Edge
Poetry 2004-02-07Captured
Poetry 2004-02-10I still scream
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