dead_inside
well i'm a strange disturbed person who has been a cutter for many years as i cannot take my anger out on others. i try to stop or slow myself by writing how i feel and short poems in a book, the book is smeared in blood. i use it as a reminder of all the bad times, it helps me remember how my life has changed since then. i set small fires to try and help damped my self destructiveness. i seek solace in music and it's helped me more than a person could. i also have one or two friends who keep my chin up and i honestly believe that without them i wouldnt be here now. i enjoy reading other peoples poetry and from what ive read from this site so far its amazing and there are some very talented people on here. i look forward to sharing my work with you.